Groundhog Day

22 May, 21 May, 18 May: 80.4 kg. This would be a nice occurrence, this stability, if it were stabilizing at a more welcome number, say 77 kg. It is quite disheartening to exert all that effort and literally drench myself in sweat without gaining any benefits. Of course, I could stop eating candy bars and shit like that (which I have been getting more and more successful at lately). Another possible factor that is mostly bullshit but what the fuck I'll kick it out there is I finally started lifting weights again in addition to the excerliptibikemilling. Since muscle weighs more than fat maybe I'm really getting thinner but not going down in weight. Intriguing idea. Probably doubtful considering it has only been three days of very limited free weight-ing. So I will be adding another measurement to this litany of embarrassing numbers to try to measure my improvement: my circumference. Yea!