Le Bien, La Mal

31 August: 79.6 kg and some sore arms. It is maybe not a good idea to go right into lifting the heaviest weights possible after not really lifting for 6 months or so. I hope my arms will reach above my head in the morning.

The Fool

27 August: 80.0 kg and a less-sore back. I actually got a little time in with the dumbbells and barbells, too. Which I really should make a regular occurrence. I didn't make it to the gym on Wednesday because I was nursing my sore back with a bottle of wine (and by bottle I mean 80% of a whole bottle by myself) which didn't work quite the same as aspirin would've, but was much easier to find at the supermarket. And if you don't count the bread I ate while sipping wine last night, I've made it this whole week without dinner yet. Horray for idiotic narcissism!

I Might Be Wrong

24 August: 80.4 kg and a determined individual. I have decided that I will go balls-out for the month of September and make every effort to go to the gym every possible night and to lift weights in addition to aerobicizing and to also not eat junk food. If I spend an entire month focused on the outcome I should be able to at least hit 77 kg, right?

Shocker In Gloomtown

21 August: 80.6 kg. wow. what the fuck is this shit? can one can of beer add about a whole pound in one day? i have to become a tee-totaler again, I guess.

You're not an Airplane

20 August: 80.2 kg and a bum knee. I over-skated Wednesday night and trying to interval-ly train did not work out so well. Trying to pedal as furiously as possible for 30 seconds while your knee doesn't want to work is not a good idea. I'd like to think if I could've toughed it out I could've gotten under 80. Probably not, but at least let me dream...

I'm Back

17 August: 80.4 kg and a completely fucked self-image. It's weird that some days I find myself gelatinous and Jabba the Hut-esque, while other days I think I'm a normal-looking person.

しょがない

I will have yet another week sabbatical from the gym since it's Summer Holiday Time and the gym can't be bothered to stay up past 8:30 for the next week. So I'll have to blindly obsess about my weight until the 17th.

R U Still Into It?

5 August: 79.7 kg. I couldn't follow through on my intellectual exercise (get it? hahahaha, right?). i felt fatter than under 80 kg. let's see if I can make it to the gym more than once a week and get that number well below 80.